tear my spine out with a torque wrench, ideally
endless variation does not beget endless novelty. random RGB static is just as uninteresting as a blank image on some level
i'm sick and tired of (null)

i hate the way it looks

i loathe that way it moves

i despise how it sounds

and worst of all, it doesn't even taste very good
it's much too bright in here for my liking
i'm not sure what this all means, really